What night?

Woke up this morning

Sun shining 

Intensity

High voltage

What is this ringing 

In my head

A sound in my ears

It won't stop

I had to remember

Be there

Forever 

Flick it away

Forget it

Drink it away

Tomorrow is a blessing

Live for today

Tradition lives on

carry it in my blood

Whether here

Or now 

Today is promised

Tomorrow is blessed

A new day to forgive

A red sky

A white ocean

The midnight sun

Burning bright

Shining it's light

Upon all that exists

Yesterday was lived

Forever together

In eternity 

When the dreams stop

You know it's time to die

Stop wherever you lye

Forget your plans

Forget your thoughts

Forget your life

I've been away too long

Drunken messages

Hidden in the heart

Subliminal messages

Hidden in the mind

Behind red juices

And sparkling water

Mixed feelings

Hate and love

can't hold them

Can barely write it down

Remember me when I'm dead

I'm the kid

had the big heart

A mine full of gold

Memories of steel

Can you embrace it?

So long, forever

See you on the other side

A new man

A changed side

My friends by my side

Still barking at the moon

Watered down love

What better way

To celebrate

A new year

A new way of life

What's the use

In remembering the bad

When the good out numbers

The evil 

Math is a tough subject

Complicated

But true love

Will never die

stop it!

it doesn't matter
i don't care
ashes in the wind
blowing in my hair
leave it alone
go to the fair
another day
another pear
another way to compare
the truth
the lies
come on, baby
please don't cry
i'll never come back
here i am now
i'll fade to black
in the ground
to never show my face again
in the shadows
i blend
wait, come again?
the words are mixed
the midnight sun
is bright
i wear my lunaglasses
is order to see what passes
can you hear me?
i dont really mind
are you blind?
watch your step
can you smell?
i cast my spell
when you try to leave
it's no use
stuck in this hole
can't let go
leave me alone
it doesn't bother

dedicated to...

to be successful

one must be dedicated

to ONE thing

and only ONE thing

you choose your drug

although it may not have to be a drug

an addiction

something that one loves

this is a reminder

to focus on one thing

enjoy everything you do

but love one thing over the rest

things will fall together

if you're making the best of the now

stay concentrated 

try to do more then one thing

you will lose control

like a car with no steering wheel

Title

The fire is out

Home sweet home

It's never too late

To begin to grow old

The fire burns bright

The music starts to play

Visions flash

Not the future

The past

That's where you learn

That you will never earn

The right to live

To begin

To give

Get along the road

Thumbs up

Not to catch a ride 

Tell others it's ok

That the storm has passed

To look back

And see the desert 

The dry

Hopeful desert

Cactuses stand strong

Tumble weaves pass by

It's full of life

But others see a fight

To survive

To live

But what's worse?

The truth?

Or a false verse?

A false place

Where our fathers not dared to touch

To keep away

A lie

a 10 thousand year old tree

Will never die

That's what I want to be

Not for the eternity

For the memory

The influence

The strong emotion

Released

It cannot be hidden

No matter, destiny

Ignored

Like a broken sheet

Looking into the bucket

Sound echoes

A cave

Beneath the leaves

Unnoticeable

Untouchable

Unrealistic

Almost invisible

Ignorable

Oblivion

A void

A noise

A sound from a distance

Friends are here

Patting your back

Can you feel it?

Forget

Times change

People change

Nothing ever stays the same

Old words

Different person

Different point of view

New you

Forever in a void

Of solitude

Light is absent

A candle in the distance

A butterfly

Burns on the flame

A meteor falls

Lights up the sky

It stops

The power so strong

The fire stays on

A passion for love

A grieve for sadness

A lesson for the teacher

To never tell anyone

To never forget

To never pass by

To never remember 

To say "I forgot"

"Your alone, kid"

All alone....

Drink of the water

Eat of the life

Remember the light

Remember the night

Remember the fight

Remember the right

Remember the flight

Remember tonight

Don't mind me

What else can I do

In a modern world, with you

Drink to remember

Pink yellow and blue

The story continues

When the man walks in

Tips his hat

Says "hello"

No mind no matter

Mind my manners

A slow simple phrase

Don't mind the shatter

This is for you

The man in the mirror

The one in the shadow

Go with me till my death

Have you heard the story

Have you heard the news

That man is back in town! 

Like a train in the night

A plane above the ocean

Stars above earth

A rock in the desert

A boulder on a mountain

A grain of sand on a beach

My love for you is forever

And sometimes I just don't know what's better

Forget her!

Remember!

Another!

November!

The light is bright

very bright light

Where was I going

Where am I now

The dark chambers of secrets

Please don't tell I'm leaving

Light another cigarette

Walk around for no reason

What I write is not for you

But for me

For the ones that I love

Something forgotten 

That I used to overlook

Do you understand

The reasoning

Why it works out

How it falls together

How it stands strong

Another day in paradise

How do I enjoy

The things that do so

The yellow jacket

Fell on the purple sidewalk

Someone walked by

A flying bird

Goes to her nest

Jimmy's on a quest!

Loud crash

Sirens down the street

Looking up at you

How many worlds there are

How many people, strange

Remember to forget

To forget to remember

Damn what was I saying?

Damn there it goes

The clouds, there's a plain

The life of gods

But we know nothing of ourselves

What kind of world

What kind of world

What kind of world

What kind of world

What kind of worlds

Love is for the weak

But only the strong 

Can care for another 

In what case shall you state

In what state will you lie awake

Stay up all night

And see stars

Floating in the darkness

The Black Sea

The middle of an ocean

Lost in insanity

What do you do 

when you're not sure

We want the world

And we want it now

Wow, that Hurt

Can you take it

I can give it

Take it all

It's there forever 

Like a chain made of gold

Sound is amplified

The screeching is loud

Yet pleasing

Do you like it

Ill accept it

The challenge is made

Here we go

Up and down

Upside around

Turn out the lights 

Stay awake

Dwell in the darkness

Until the end

We do not leave

We stay forever

Now what?

someone i met at a camp

we talked

related

laughed

i guess it sounds cheesy

could it be love?

never asked for a name

or an age

a phone number

or even a Facebook

the moment took over my actions

and now ill probably never see them again

i can't get them out of my head

the face

the eyes

the hair

the smile

the voice

i guess it all up to god

or fate

and if they never come back to my life

i'll have to live with the memories

maybe next year

maybe never

it's hard to say

it's easy to think

why do i get so anxious?

i don't know if it's meant to be

it hurts to picture

what's next

an ache in my heart

a stirring in my stomach

i want to wait

but whats the point

as i sit here alone

i just wonder... now what?

Letter from a Dreamer

A generation of musically deprived children
Artificial notes
Unreal sounds
Technological instruments
Surreal feelings
Pop culture

Who can save her
from becoming what THEY want
The end is coming
I can feel it's near
Have no fear
I'm on my way, with my peers

Instruments in hand
We wont let you down
Together we stand
Uniting all lands
Not for the fame, or the money
For respect, from every Woman and Man

games

Dream of games
cups and planes
the only one of my color
they're calling me names
things aren't what they seem
it's a damn shame

rolling dice
running mice
try to get away
he won't be so nice
but stay on his good side
and you wont ask twice

she named her child after me
destined for greatness he will be
me and this women are not married
nor are we merry
but on the day of christmas
this young one will be free

art bar

I'm not really sure how it all works out
if it goes this way
or that way
how does it get there?
where does it start?
I'm not sure at all

i don't know anything about it
but it seems like i do
i'm clueless
yet so relaxed and smooth
if it happens, it's supposed to
but i don't really know

some people have the calling
some people make the calls
some people accept what they are given
and some people make their own future
does it really matter?
or is it just part of the game?

i really don't care much
so why should you?
life is given
life is taken
take a breath
let it out

mr mojo risin

something about this, man
brings joy to my heart
fear to my soul
yet being so far
he makes me feel at home
he has a special gift
that he can never give

he is the only one
the original
unique
never ending
the door to infinity
his inspiration is eternal

a friend to everyone
and in some odd way
he always knows how i feel
like he's always there
without ever being there
where are you?

a love letter
a symbol of appreciation
a way of life
his arms are always open
awaiting in the place of eternity

Truthfully

This lost little boy

Sits in his void

Writing his sorrows

Hoping for joy

Keeps love

Close to his side

The silence of night

Brings to him pride

For another day has passed

That he didn't die

This scared little boy

Tried to go home

destined for greatness

forever alone

What good is this world

With no one to share with

"open your eyes

And you'll understand it"

A voice like thunder

The silence came crashing

the social type

some nights are painful
some days are blissful
some evenings are fruitful
and the mornings are shameful

some days are long
some nights don't last
happiness is gone
manic depression comes back

he tries to escape
the door is locked
he opens a window
but its blocked

trapped in a hell
designed by himself
a small candle light
provides enough to survive
the sweet sound of music
coming from outside