Thursday, February 26, 2015

Party Animal

Bring the rain
Bring the thunder
Bring me the roar
That comes from down under
Bring the beauty
Bring the wonder

The call of the wild
The animal within
I want to be up all night
Watching the lightning
I don't care
Il wait for eternity

A sign of life
He calls your name
Don't be scared
It's only a game
Tell me your fears
Tell me your pain

He breathes through his ears
He speaks through his nose
He has no mouth
He has no clothes
He is what you don't understand
He is everything you show





Saturday, February 21, 2015

Rememberies

How'd we get here?
Neighbors born in mash potatoes 
A cold can
In cold weather
Remember the fire
Feel it's warmth

We talked about nothing
We froze time
We burned boredom
We needed more fire
We continued to drink
We continued to smoke

Remembering the good
That was long forgotten
Forgetting the bad
We remembered for far too long
A shiver down your spine
Sit closer

Listen carefully
I'll only say it once
Time passes
Phases come and go
Flick the memory away
Pick it up later 

The shimmering lights on the water
"So long"
Say it to the holidays
See you next year
I have no fear
I'm waiting 

A loud buzzing sound
Is it just me?
A load roar
Is it my stomach?
It's all in my head
Rememberies







Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Sing Me A Tune

Close your eyes
Dream 
Baby girl 
You're all I see
Love at first sight
You're all I feel

Give me some warmth
At this rate
I'll freeze 
Be my blue Sunday
I'm looking for love
A state of mind
Where are you?

My eyes are open
My soul is broken
Are you waiting?
I'm sitting
Smoking
Choking

I can't breath
The race is dying
Shivering
Naked, looking blue
Come to my door
I'll make you real
I'll make you true

1,2,3,4,5,6
Counting
Until I'm sick
Laying in bed
How many stars?
I'm lost

Nerve wrecking
I hate myself
Can you love me?
I sure can't
Tell me I'm good
Tell me I can't
I love you 







Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Taste of the Forbidden Fruit

I pushed you away
It'll never be the same
Like that first date
Sparks flew 
ignited a forest
We watched the flame

A strange sound
A grumble in my intestines 
I screamed for your love
I pushed aside my pride
You screamed back
But you lied

Funny the way it works
You wiggled your way back
Far too many times
But when I try to wiggle myself in
You tell me it's a lie
And leave me to die

I pushed you away
It'll never be the same
Like that first date
Sparks flew 
Ignited a forest
We watched the flame

The trees crumbled with the rain
The thunder eased my brain
My feet soaked in the water
Erased all the pain
It hurts to say your name
But I'll never regret a day

Truth is
You drive me insane
So I can't complain
I was once told
"Never like her too much"
It always ends in vain


Sunday, February 15, 2015

King

He's the man
With the light
With the gold
Shining armor for all his soldiers
A throne made of steel
Heavy, for no one to steal

He is no wise man
But he is wiser then all men
He is not strong
But nobody will look at him wrong
He is not smart
But no one dare, against him start

A ruler of worlds
Of planets and stars
To look him in the eyes is death
To be in his presence
Is life itself
He does not need reason

Intake 
Outlet
To him, you are a mouse
But he is no elephant
He is the mouse hole
He is the house hold

riches don't make him happy
Neither does happiness
His every wish
Is your command
His every desire
Is your dream

Welcome to my world
A king with a sword
The power of music
And his powerful word
He is the law
And he is the herd







Tuesday, February 10, 2015

All Apologies

A familiar song 
A reminder of the forgotten
A deleted memory
Of someone you love
Waiting for fate
Maybe it will never come

A strong desire
To love and be loved
But is this it?
How can you be sure?
How can you know?
We can only wonder

Is it the anger?
Is it the bliss?
Is it the happiness?
Is it the jealousy?
Is it the sex?
Maybe it's all of it

Deleted messages
Deleted numbers
waiting for you
Waiting for the ultimate sign
The sun
The warmth 

All I do is hope
Finish your task
Suck his dick
Jack him off
Make him come
Then come to me

Sick twisted thoughts
Will you come back?
Will I accept you?
I want you
I love you
Come back 






Sunday, February 8, 2015

Forgotten Feelings

Effortlessly
Slipping into grief
Solitude 
Momentary bliss
Eternal flames
Light up the sky

Not a single regret
But a mistake that shouldn't of happened
A long road of memories
Which he wished were different
A new age is coming
An old one is left behind

A time for change
For the better
To see new faces
To finish new races
Out of breath 
He stares at his feet

Old habits never die
New ones come to life
The air he breathes is salty
His tongue swells up
He cannot speak
His imagination flies

Trapped in a jar
The lid is on tight
He informs her of his love
And then forgets
She doesn't want him anymore
It's not something he'll regret 

Erased her number
Erased her card
He got what he bargained for
The feeling was alive
But agin it died
And now it's worse






Saturday, February 7, 2015

Abandoned Puppy

You picked me up
And gave me a home
You told me I wasn't alone
You were there too
We talked on the phone
You understood

The days flew 
The months grew
Gathered, like leaves in the fall
We made promises
Ideas we thought we'd keep
They were just misunderstandings

Words we'd forget
They came out our mouths
Like shit from an asshole
A big pile of bullshit
To ferment and grow into landscape
A picture we hang in our hallway

Old and senile
We'll remember our youth
I'll think of you
The one i ALWAYS knew
You were me
I was you

You make me sad
You make me blue
Your favorite color, it's true
I remember all your facts
But you never knew
I could never have you...

As easily as you picked me up
You put me back down
What seemed like eternity
We're only seconds, a few
I walked away, looking back for a sign
You never looked back, you never cared..



Friday, February 6, 2015

The Past

The rain was coming down slow
He was blowing clouds of smoke
His time was now, here
It was late
It was early
He still wasn't home

They weren't waiting
They were waiting for him to leave
He didn't want to be there
He wanted to vanish
To the land of the forgotten
Where he could be a ghost 

His head hurt
His stomach roared
His face behind a cigarette
His heart soared
The bottle was 1/4 full
His mouth was dry

The rain had settled
Puddles gathered
The last drops fell from the roof
Onto the floor
Do it again!
Do it some more!

He was restless
But oh so tired
His limbs would not give up
Although he had already given in
A long long time ago
One more for the road

He finished his poem
Along with his last cigarette
Tires kept rolling
Drying the roads ahead
He watched time stroll
Into a dimension we call, the past