Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Trust

I have no idea who you are
I barely even know you
All I know is the flame is on high
And your water boils quick
How do I know
You won't drop me in

You're somebody
I'm nobody
I have nothing to talk about
Neither do you
You're looking for love
So am I

How can I be sure
You'll be around when I need you
You're looking for a hard one
I'm looking for a soft one
I have no one else
You can get anyone you like

Why should I put my heart in your hands
My love in your busom
Your just a hunter
And I'm the blinded deer
Blinded by your beauty
Ironically, it brings me fear

I thought I wanted this
In fact, I know I do
This is what scares me
I've been let down
Far too many times
I'm tired of being the clown

Constantly making a fool of myself
Just to make others feel better
I can't stand it
But I can't change it either
I'm comfortable by myself
Why should I trust you?  



Thursday, December 18, 2014

Sorrow

When will you learn
The earth does not revolve around you
But it doesn't revolve around them, either 
It rotates for everyone
Not one single person
It doesn't have to rotate at all...

When will you understand
That nobody cares about you
Like you care about them 
No one looks at you
And thinks, "hey! He's a nice fella!"
Only you...

When will you see
Your own imperfection
Is just like theirs
Maybe even purer
More sweet
You just deteriorate yourself

The bottles pile up
As your consciousness dies down
Your confidence spikes
Only to fall steeper
Your sorrows are silenced
Only to become stronger

Your knees get wobbly
Your body becomes numb
You can't feel the cold
You can't feel your thumbs
Your vision is doubled
It can't be blurred

You burrow yourself deeper
Cause you think it's safer
You take your drinks faster
Cause you wanna get there quicker
Your misery grows even more then before
And your skin gets thicker

Let me out

**knock knock**
**KNOCK KNOCK**
No answer
Try again
And again
This time use you head

Everything takes time
Cause time is worth more
Then currency
Worthless pieces of paper
Have taken up all of my mind
Using all of my time

Open up
Look me in the eyes
Into the dark void that are our pupils
Stare long enough
To see my soul
It's cold, it's lonely, it's useless

Bull shit serves a more useful purpose
It fertilizes
It's sold
It grows drugs
And it barely smells
Much more than what I do

I'll give you my best
But I can't promise the rest
Comfortable in my solitude
Confined to everyday stress
My life isn't really that bad
But it can be so much better

I'll listen to your problems
You won't have to worry about mine
Id rather not say
Cause if I did, you'd just laugh
And tell me it's not that bad
Open your door...

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Women

I've completely lost my taste
I'm at the point where..
I just don't care
Whether it's shit
Or if it's tofu
Wine or Fondu  

I'm in a phase
My taste buds have disappeared
Completely
All I want, is someone to talk to
Who can feel my pain
And I'll feel their gain

My music taste
Has gone down the drain
Put on a heavy tune
Please, nothing plain
Let's talk religion, politics
Favorite songs, artists we hate

All I'm looking for is a feeling
Love, hate, distaste
I'm too comfortable in my misery
All alone, I'm asking for a touch
On the hand, on the arm
Give me some warmth! 

Something to write about
Think about, remember
My days have begun to blur
I forget what I did yesterday
Only because it's no different
Give me a hug!!

A pleasant face, a pleasant smile
A warm body, a sense of humor
As long as you listen, I'll talk
As long as you talk, I'll listen
My standards are shot
I'm just looking for a friend




 

Saturday, December 13, 2014

Could This Be?

Something incredible
Something unseen
Some kind of a queen
With an untold story
A hidden world
You could never imagine

I thought my world was huge
My brain is about to explode
But two years ago
I never knew...
This would unfold..
Massive, enormous

Life makes me choose
How do I know I will lose
If I've never decided..
I have nothing to lose
Maybe a car, but no friends

A family of my own
A family of yours
I'll close my eyes
It could be good
It could be better
Fuck it, I'll do it

I haven't been told
So maybe it's not as bad
Memories of kitty Kat
Arabian nights, two girls
It's probably not like that
Only time will tell

A dry throat
A cold heart
A frozen spine
My eyes stay shut
Monkey see, monkey do
Come on baby, I'm cool

Friday, December 12, 2014

To Helen

Helen, thy beauty is to me 
   Like those Nicéan barks of yore, 
That gently, o'er a perfumed sea, 
   The weary, way-worn wanderer bore 
   To his own native shore. 

On desperate seas long wont to roam, 
   Thy hyacinth hair, thy classic face, 
Thy Naiad airs have brought me home 
   To the glory that was Greece,       
   And the grandeur that was Rome. 

Lo! in yon brilliant window-niche 
   How statue-like I see thee stand, 
The agate lamp within thy hand! 
   Ah, Psyche, from the regions which 
   Are Holy-Land! 


By: 
Edgar Allen Poe

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Keyword

Can't do it
Not even if sober
The blues have taken over
Evil thoughts are growing
Bad luck is a charm
Like a four leaf clover

Take a deep breath
It's the only thing keeping us from death
We talk
But we only move our mouths
We see
But we're only looking down

Didn't move to the city
The city moved to me
I want out
Right now
A weight on my shoulders
Holding me down

Trailer trash
Come visit me
I live by the dumpster
I've smoked my whole stash
Now I can't get a grip
On the movement of this earth

We are born
We live
And we die
It's all in vain
love what you do
And your days will be well spent

The end is near
But don't fear
Trust in yourself
Trust in your friends
Trust in your God
They won't let you down 

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Madness

Mermaid and werewolves
One thing in common
The moon
It brings us all together
Gazing at one giant rock
Floating perfectly accross the night sky

The age of cyber pirates
Burning and looting
Fighting for their freedom
Sharing wealth with brothers and sisters
The man can't fight the beast
It can't be destroyed

We've created a monster
And until we all burn in blue flames
It will only keep growing
One persons mind
Is merely a page
Together, we've created a new age

Social media that, ironically
Makes us unsocial
Closing our circles
Down to a few people
Sadness is a medical illness
And happiness is a virtue

It's not for everyone
And it certainly isn't for you
Now a days, only the rich have rights
The rest are to succumb to grief
Misery, and control
By the rich

Here's a newsflash!
We can rise up!
Fight the power!
It is not found in green paper bills!
Nor in fast methods of transportation!
It's here, it's now, our numbers as one!

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Inspiration

Love for the lonely
Money for the poor
Jokes for the ill humored
Care for the careless
Strength for the weak
Kryptonite for the invincible

Friction for the unstoppable
A push for the immovable
Comfort for the anxious
Friendship for the lonely
Excitement for the plain
Music for dead

Word for the living
Forever and ever, giving
Holding her until the sun goes down
Picking her up with the sunrise
Never let her go
Fight for your love

If you think you deserve it
You probably don't
And if it's out of your reach
Stretch for it
Do what is right to you
And if it feels wrong, it is

Wings for the universe
Flight for imagination
Give me a choice
Not a decision
I've opened my eye
Have you? 

Follow me
I'll follow you
I'll give you my all
If you give me yours
I've forgotten who I am
But I've remembered who you are

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Welcome to Wendy's

10 grams
Liquid form
He watched the fire burn 
The leaves disintegrated
The branches turned to ash
The light was strong

He stood up
Flicked his flashlight on
Wandered into the woods
It was so vast
So open
He ventured

His eyes felt itchy
He couldn't keep them open
He didn't move
He closed his eyes and found peace
He was creeping through the silence

Anything is possible
He could not feel his body
His person
He had lost all sense of time
Of here and now
Of then and there

Unexpected visitors
He was brutally honest
He didn't care if anyone came
He could see rainbows
They floated by
He laughed

What a trip
He realized he could do anything
The only thing stopping him was...
Himself
He walked through the void
Laughing