Wednesday, October 22, 2014

One

He hardly talked to anyone
A friend or two
And his family
Sometimes he felt alone
Depressed, oppressed
His mind was trapped

He thought about the high times
Moments with the ones he cherished
He always made them happy
Joyful, his few friends
Adored him, loved him
Like a brother

Every time he breathed out
They breathed in 
He saved his wisdom
For the ones that deserved it
The worthy, the ones that listen
No words were wasted

As he remembered the days
The beauty returns
He reminded himself 
The seconds, the days
He made the best of them
He shared as much as he could

He doesn't regret a thing
His friends always in his heart
His heart, always with his friends
They could never leave him
Because he's always there
In soul, spirit, in ghost

He doesn't wanna live anymore
He is tired of the sickness
The worthlessness of his days
But he remembers...
He isn't here alone, there is always..
One

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Change

Bored out my skull
My life is so dull
What else is there to do
Let's make a difference
 I want to be red
In a life that's blue

Sing me a song
Write me a poem
She gives me the words
I give her the glory
Pay attention
Here's the story

When we leave
This will be vain
Don't take it seriously
watch puddles gather rain
They never fill up
They evaporate

Light another stick
blow some smoke
Poke some snot
Love her forever
When the times comes
We'll be together

Repeat, reuse, recycle
Get use to it
Like riding a bicycle
You might think I'm crazy
Insane, wack, out of my mind
This isn't me

I don't like you
I can feel your vibes from here
I can see you, covering your ears
Don't listen 
Close your eyes
Change

Friday, October 17, 2014

In Between Realm

I don't wanna go to bed
But I don't wanna stay awake
I don't wanna go home
But I don't wanna stay at work
I don't wanna drink anything
But I don't wanna stay thirsty

I feel stuck
Right in the middle
I want to be nothing
But I want to do everything
I don't know what to do
But I want to do something

I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
I don't wanna say anything
But I don't wanna be quiet
I don't wanna be rich
But I don't wanna live under a bridge

My friends, my family
They all support me
I don't want it
But I will always need it
I write what I feel
But I just can't see it

I don't wanna wear shoes
But I don't wanna be barefoot
I don't wanna hear a single word
But I don't wanna be deaf
I don't want to have a job
I don't wanna go to school

The in between realm
Of here and now
Of then and there
Of tomorrow and today
The clock strikes twelve
I just wanna be satisfied

Thursday, October 16, 2014

The Face of the Day

Change
Today is a new day
I write my words
To remember who I was
And hopefully
I'll never be the same

Maybe one day
My words will be on your radio
I want to remind myself
Until the sun stops shining
We will be here
Forever

Not a person
Nor a thing
But a memory
That grows each second
As you think of this
A spirit

I'll always be there when you wake
Telling you it's ok
We can always be better
We can always make a difference
Not just in oneself
But in the world

For when you can't see me
Keep in mind
It's just time
Give it to others
Tell them about it
It never stops

Checks, cracks, worm holes
Like a baby crawling 
Eventually he walks
An empire arises 
A king is born
Today

Friday, October 10, 2014

Unity

Something is not right
In fact,it's all wrong!!!
Wrong
Very wrong
Very very!!
See?
Huh?
Huh?


His            Shoes
Her            Love
Just           Peace
When       They
  Have joined
  Together as
        One


   It's a lot of work
 Falling in love, young
No one
Knows
It hurts
Teaches
Me? Who needs you!?
  I'm a free spirit!!!


Regret            Nothing
Never            Forget
Repeat         The past
And army   Of ants
Together....home
Forever isn't real
Simply..til the end
Move       Not fast
Enjoy        Blissfully
Love           Eternally
Take              It all in









Sunday, October 5, 2014

Fall

Careful! 
Watch your step
It's that time
Coons, opossums, witches and bats
I'll drink my tea
Begin the ceremony

A full moon
A silent night
If there's a storm
Better for flight!
Parents are gone
It's just me and you

Take a step 
In my direction
Words come out like vomit
Vile, smells like mushrooms
The urge to urinate
You hold it

Creepin through the yard
The kids asleep
It's just us now
Show me
What do you know
How do you know it

Strong
Willful
He holds himself back
He tells himself it's ok
The ritual commences
He rants

Fall
The time of year
Our clocks go back
But watch where you walk
You might miss a step
You might fall

Friday, October 3, 2014

Nervios

Uncertain
Anxious
There won't be too many people
But there's too many
I'm gonna mess up
Look like a fool

It's not that bad
They don't expect it
They're gonna laugh
This beautiful day
Made longer
Be over!!

I'll do fine
I'll do great!
They'll applaud
They'll go to the bathroom
I'm first
I'm gone

Will they like it?
Will they criticize
A stupid song
He messed up five times
He's so bad
He's a noob

I won't mess up
Not once
They'll enjoy it
Remember it
Even whistle the song
He's crazy!!

When's the next show
I want to see him
He's nervous
Under pressure
He plays better
Do it!