reflection

i'm not really sure what i want to say. i'm not really sure what i even want.. you could say i'm happy this way, doing things how they should be done, no second thoughts, no doubts, no regrets. a happy man is not a rich one, a happy man is one that does not desire. one that does not need materialistic things to find happiness. the more you have, the more you need, the harder it is to please. i'm not preacher, i'm no saint, I'm no wise man, nor a genius. observation is my specialty. the more power a man has, the more he wants, trample whoever is in their way to get it, they never show their faces, but instead they use puppets, they wear masks, they use distractions and manipulate. this is not a conspiracy, this is truth. power is only held by god, but these "rulers" of our earth, use the power of money (a false god we have created) to control the less fortunate and gullible human being on this planet. it's more then a fad, it's a world order. it's not about having a cool shirt, its about creating hate so others get more attention. with today's technology, we have created our own doom and destruction… einstein was right…

Mind

It replays

Everything repeated

Say it 10 more times

I still don't understand it

The truth in reality

Who

Keep it even

Not too much

Just enough

The perfection

Of balance

In touch 

Humble

Noble

Vain

Actor

A mask

Behind a mask

Orange

Open

Stay

Reflect

Realize

Gather round

Waiting

Learning

She noticed the cars passing

He drove by, laughing

His favorite song

Blasting

Another day 

EXERCISE!

Pink sky

Beautiful air 

   fresh 

Look at the mirror

What do you see

A habit is a habit

But if it kills you

Then it's just suicide

Quit while you can

Dont listen to the man! 

Come on, let's jam

Whacked out

Mad scientist

Mwuahaha!

"HE'S ALIVVEE!"

Don't you cry

It's only the beginning

Listen to your heart

While its still beating

The motor 

Keep it clean

Don't wear it out

Keep it green

Realizations

Hypothesis

A theory

The time of day

Ah, well 

It's orange

Innocent victim

Invisible clouds

A purple sunset

His eyes are fixed

Every minute

A plane passes by

Intoxicating

Never enough time

Too much distraction

Don't have a father

Don't have a mother

Take your time

Sweet, brother

Angry

Not at you

Or the man

Myself

Not having a plan

Using my hands

Out on the field

I wanna sleep early

But my mind can't do it

My body ignores

Late for work

I'm stupid I guess

Devices

Inventions

Self intoxication

Poison

Carbon monoxide

Accepting death

A dummies guide

How to kill yourself

My own life is hell

No reason to rebel

Everyday is routine

Innocent victim...

Illusions

Confusions

Insane delusions 

Lack of sleep

Transfusions

Home intrusion

Breaking in

Money

A false accusation

Lies

Lifestyle

The poor are rich

The rich are poor

A boost

self esteem

For the greedy

The needy

Don't need it

They have more

Broke

Like a bone

66 cents

A dollar a few

Not worth the stress

Smoke a cigarette

habits are murderous

While you sleep

Music in your head

Don't let it stop

Laying in bed

Thinking of god

On...on...

Off...

Turn it up

I can't afford it

Play it softly

Play that shit

Infinite rainbow

Round

A sad thought

Comfortable storm

Don't let them!

Illusions...

Miss You

The laughs
The shouts
The jumping
Talking
The warmth
Losing track of time

That one time
That long drive
That joke that made me cry
The truth
The butterflies almost flying out of my ears
Just thinking about it

How i wish
I could go back
How i wish
I could go forward
Get lost in space
Just to feel at home again

Waiting for so long
Just to feel it for a moment
The days never last
The hours aren't long enough
Not saying a word
but the comfort is enough

Forget responsibilities
Just for a day
The good times
Are worth a lifetime
But its the good times
That make my days feel so long...

Battle

Between gods 

They strike

Minutes

To ages

No loss

No gain

Bliss

Competition

Enjoyment

Games

Distractions

Beauty

A deep thought

A man is born

A fallen angel

Thunderstorm

A train of thought

Don't let it go

Argument

Strength

Bravery

Mystically

The cards are played

Fate

Counting

Seconds

Hours

Days weeks 

Light years

The void

End up where they started

And again

And again

You can't go far

Your soul is lost

Your heart is hard

Anything

Anyone

Lost it

A man standing on the roof

Looking down

At me

But you can't see

Only I

Not even the dogs

She cries

Its fun

Exploring the mind

Letting go

No limits

Except one

Darkness

SHUT UP!

Don't tell

They know

Insanity

Plead guilty

I did it

In my head

I killed it

Me

He talks to himself

God

Dog

Car

Arc

Collect

Well..

It could be

Stale popcorn

You make me think

It could be me

It could be..

Empty

"Father..."

Praying

Kneeling

Talking to someone

Someone

That's not you

Sympathetic

He knows what's right

It couldn't be

Inside us all

Understanding

Belief

A grand wealth

Writing soothes the pain

No gain

No hope

Anything

Anyone

Alone

You'll always feel

Something

Another

It could be you

It could be me

Schizo

Frenic

Writing

Thoughts

That don't make sense

They mean everything

Midnight

In between

Today

Tomorrow

She can't tell

And she won't

She hides 

Confined

To a life

She can't fly

Happiness only comes

Sitting beside him

But they are the same

Blending

Without words

Mutual feelings

Their eyes align

Infinite

There's nothing more

Basic

Thinking is easy

But she knows

And he knows

They both do

Get out

She's hopeful

A day will come

She's hopeful

It will be soon

She knows there's something

Beyond the noon

Midnight

A silver spoon

Rebelling

She wants it no more

She looks at the sky

She closes her eyes

Dreaming

Reading

Leaving her body

When will it come?

The day she is waiting for..

To be...

Another

Sitting in flip flops

He's a feast for Mosquitos

Our fathers did it

So should we

Our children shall do it

And so it shall be

Beyond the void

There is a light

Go beyond it

We shall never see

Blinded by eternity

As humans

He'a stuck in his body

Tied to our meat

Carnal

prisoners

 boundaries

He wishes to be free

Always something

We have our needs

He keeps thinking

Smoking

Editing

Go

He's not done

He shakes

Dimensions

Inventions

Flying

Good intentions

Shaking

Moving the world

They appear

Praising his wisdom

But he knows

He knows there's more

Do it

For yourself

For him

The children

This life

There's something more

Blocked

By an invisible force

Stopping us

From going indoor

He can't accept us

We must be free

He lights another

His bad habit

His worst enemy

He lights another

He's not free

And another

Rats

Calm

Smooth

He takes you in

Without knowing your business

He offers remedies

For the hole in your soul

Greasy hair

It falls in chunks

He puts his hat back on

To hide the fear

To hide the secret

Hatred

Whatever you are

He doesn't care

Sit down and watch

Have a smoke

Breathe the air

The same air that makes him choke

Lies

Truth

It's blended together

Shredded

It's just a stare

Looking at a square

Tactical pleasure

They have the treasure

You can't reach it

They put it at your fingertips

They know you can't see it

His mind mind is occupied

Thinking of something else

He's happy to have company

The cats are wandering

They sit at your feet

Asking

Asking

Claws

From below

You can't see

From above

You can't be

He's in between

Strapped

His shoes on the ground

Something stinks

But he lives

There's not much we can do

Rats

Trails

He saw a moon

With a silver blue glow

The crickets were louder then before

He couldn't get over the color

The shine

He couldn't stop staring

Look up!

He sat

He wondered

A child once again

Where did the time go

It's here right now

Lines

Racing by

Lights

The beginning

Staring inside of his pupil

A never ending void

Can you see the soul

Of the beholder

Look closely

Can you feel the grief

Growing 

Like Mold

Comfort in solitude

Friends can't be enemies

But enemies can be friends

So who's to say

Your friends aren't enemies

 Your enemies, true friends

Over and over

Say it again

Repeat

Waving his hand

To see the trails

They never end

A phase

An act

A mask

Behind a mask

Thinking beyond

It becomes a task

Hide

Bushes

A tree in flames

A life in grey

Open your eye

Don't be ashamed

Listen

Don't speak

A wiseman

Knows he's weak

A wiseman

Has no peak 

Door

He stands in silence

Drops of water

He fixes a dirty rag

A perfect square

The sound of nothing

Amplified

White noise

He tries to go back

But his head is a mess again

His thoughts scrambled

Swiveling his body

Back and forth

Behind a Cigarette

pondering

where it all started

Where did it stop 

To him it already happened

He just doesn't know how

He wanders into another dimension

He got lost

Turn left on tulip

When you see the railroad

You know you passed it

Turning around

He sees a rabbit

A wolf eats it

He finds a home

Abandoned

This beautiful place

He's stranded

He sees a light

His legs are wobbly

Sweating

He cries of joy

Laughing

He can't believe it!

A spark

A fire

Lighting the forest

He runs

Away

Lost

He opens a door

There's nothing there

He steps in

His flashlight rips the darkness

No spiderwebs 

No rats

Open

No

You can do it

You can play it

You can sing it

You can twist it

You can think it

But if you can't incorporate it

It's useless

The key is to mix

To be able to conjoin it

With others like you

With the same idea

The gift lies within

But if you can't share it

Then it's useless

Open your arms

Let them come

Make it one

Don't be greedy

Give it to all that can see

All that can hear

All that can feel

The power is not in one

But in a few, gathered for one