Trust

I have no idea who you are

I barely even know you

All I know is the flame is on high

And your water boils quick

How do I know

You won't drop me in

You're somebody

I'm nobody

I have nothing to talk about

Neither do you

You're looking for love

So am I

How can I be sure

You'll be around when I need you

You're looking for a hard one

I'm looking for a soft one

I have no one else

You can get anyone you like

Why should I put my heart in your hands

My love in your busom

Your just a hunter

And I'm the blinded deer

Blinded by your beauty

Ironically, it brings me fear

I thought I wanted this

In fact, I know I do

This is what scares me

I've been let down

Far too many times

I'm tired of being the clown

Constantly making a fool of myself

Just to make others feel better

I can't stand it

But I can't change it either

I'm comfortable by myself

Why should I trust you?  

Sorrow

When will you learn

The earth does not revolve around you

But it doesn't revolve around them, either 

It rotates for everyone

Not one single person

It doesn't have to rotate at all...

When will you understand

That nobody cares about you

Like you care about them 

No one looks at you

And thinks, "hey! He's a nice fella!"

Only you...

When will you see

Your own imperfection

Is just like theirs

Maybe even purer

More sweet

You just deteriorate yourself

The bottles pile up

As your consciousness dies down

Your confidence spikes

Only to fall steeper

Your sorrows are silenced

Only to become stronger

Your knees get wobbly

Your body becomes numb

You can't feel the cold

You can't feel your thumbs

Your vision is doubled

It can't be blurred

You burrow yourself deeper

Cause you think it's safer

You take your drinks faster

Cause you wanna get there quicker

Your misery grows even more then before

And your skin gets thicker

Let me out

**knock knock**

**KNOCK KNOCK**

No answer

Try again

And again

This time use you head

Everything takes time

Cause time is worth more

Then currency

Worthless pieces of paper

Have taken up all of my mind

Using all of my time

Open up

Look me in the eyes

Into the dark void that are our pupils

Stare long enough

To see my soul

It's cold, it's lonely, it's useless

Bull shit serves a more useful purpose

It fertilizes

It's sold

It grows drugs

And it barely smells

Much more than what I do

I'll give you my best

But I can't promise the rest

Comfortable in my solitude

Confined to everyday stress

My life isn't really that bad

But it can be so much better

I'll listen to your problems

You won't have to worry about mine

Id rather not say

Cause if I did, you'd just laugh

And tell me it's not that bad

Open your door...

Women

I've completely lost my taste

I'm at the point where..

I just don't care

Whether it's shit

Or if it's tofu

Wine or Fondu  

I'm in a phase

My taste buds have disappeared

Completely

All I want, is someone to talk to

Who can feel my pain

And I'll feel their gain

My music taste

Has gone down the drain

Put on a heavy tune

Please, nothing plain

Let's talk religion, politics

Favorite songs, artists we hate

All I'm looking for is a feeling

Love, hate, distaste

I'm too comfortable in my misery

All alone, I'm asking for a touch

On the hand, on the arm

Give me some warmth! 

Something to write about

Think about, remember

My days have begun to blur

I forget what I did yesterday

Only because it's no different

Give me a hug!!

A pleasant face, a pleasant smile

A warm body, a sense of humor

As long as you listen, I'll talk

As long as you talk, I'll listen

My standards are shot

I'm just looking for a friend

 

Could This Be?

Something incredible

Something unseen

Some kind of a queen

With an untold story

A hidden world

You could never imagine

I thought my world was huge

My brain is about to explode

But two years ago

I never knew...

This would unfold..

Massive, enormous

Life makes me choose

How do I know I will lose

If I've never decided..

I have nothing to lose

Maybe a car, but no friends

A family of my own

A family of yours

I'll close my eyes

It could be good

It could be better

Fuck it, I'll do it

I haven't been told

So maybe it's not as bad

Memories of kitty Kat

Arabian nights, two girls

It's probably not like that

Only time will tell

A dry throat

A cold heart

A frozen spine

My eyes stay shut

Monkey see, monkey do

Come on baby, I'm cool

To Helen

Helen, thy beauty is to me 

   Like those Nicéan barks of yore, 

That gently, o'er a perfumed sea, 

   The weary, way-worn wanderer bore 

   To his own native shore. 

On desperate seas long wont to roam, 

   Thy hyacinth hair, thy classic face, 

Thy Naiad airs have brought me home 

   To the glory that was Greece,       

   And the grandeur that was Rome. 

Lo! in yon brilliant window-niche 

   How statue-like I see thee stand, 

The agate lamp within thy hand! 

   Ah, Psyche, from the regions which 

   Are Holy-Land! 

By: 

Edgar Allen Poe

Keyword

Can't do it

Not even if sober

The blues have taken over

Evil thoughts are growing

Bad luck is a charm

Like a four leaf clover

Take a deep breath

It's the only thing keeping us from death

We talk

But we only move our mouths

We see

But we're only looking down

Didn't move to the city

The city moved to me

I want out

Right now

A weight on my shoulders

Holding me down

Trailer trash

Come visit me

I live by the dumpster

I've smoked my whole stash

Now I can't get a grip

On the movement of this earth

We are born

We live

And we die

It's all in vain

love what you do

And your days will be well spent

The end is near

But don't fear

Trust in yourself

Trust in your friends

Trust in your God

They won't let you down 

Madness

Mermaid and werewolves

One thing in common

The moon

It brings us all together

Gazing at one giant rock

Floating perfectly accross the night sky

The age of cyber pirates

Burning and looting

Fighting for their freedom

Sharing wealth with brothers and sisters

The man can't fight the beast

It can't be destroyed

We've created a monster

And until we all burn in blue flames

It will only keep growing

One persons mind

Is merely a page

Together, we've created a new age

Social media that, ironically

Makes us unsocial

Closing our circles

Down to a few people

Sadness is a medical illness

And happiness is a virtue

It's not for everyone

And it certainly isn't for you

Now a days, only the rich have rights

The rest are to succumb to grief

Misery, and control

By the rich

Here's a newsflash!

We can rise up!

Fight the power!

It is not found in green paper bills!

Nor in fast methods of transportation!

It's here, it's now, our numbers as one!

Inspiration

Love for the lonely

Money for the poor

Jokes for the ill humored

Care for the careless

Strength for the weak

Kryptonite for the invincible

Friction for the unstoppable

A push for the immovable

Comfort for the anxious

Friendship for the lonely

Excitement for the plain

Music for dead

Word for the living

Forever and ever, giving

Holding her until the sun goes down

Picking her up with the sunrise

Never let her go

Fight for your love

If you think you deserve it

You probably don't

And if it's out of your reach

Stretch for it

Do what is right to you

And if it feels wrong, it is

Wings for the universe

Flight for imagination

Give me a choice

Not a decision

I've opened my eye

Have you? 

Follow me

I'll follow you

I'll give you my all

If you give me yours

I've forgotten who I am

But I've remembered who you are

Welcome to Wendy's

10 grams

Liquid form

He watched the fire burn 

The leaves disintegrated

The branches turned to ash

The light was strong

He stood up

Flicked his flashlight on

Wandered into the woods

It was so vast

So open

He ventured

His eyes felt itchy

He couldn't keep them open

He didn't move

He closed his eyes and found peace

He was creeping through the silence

Anything is possible

He could not feel his body

His person

He had lost all sense of time

Of here and now

Of then and there

Unexpected visitors

He was brutally honest

He didn't care if anyone came

He could see rainbows

They floated by

He laughed

What a trip

He realized he could do anything

The only thing stopping him was...

Himself

He walked through the void

Laughing

Alternate reality

The sky is falling

The crows are "cawing"

Your mother is calling

It's time for supper

You begin stalling

You aren't hungry

Hide the body

Dig the grave

A rotting corpse

You're not to blame

It was him

Peter Paray

It's raining sideways

My shoes stay dry

Ride the highway

Ride the snake

The plane is crashing

This is not fake

Untold stories of the future

Prophecies of the past

A poet of darkness

A poet of death

Poems of sadness

Poets are deaf

A sober reality

An intoxicated wish

Woes of sadness

The sky darkens

The lightning strikes

Flashes

Push me away

Pull me back

Read my words carefully

They won't make sense either way

A madman

That's how it will stay

One

He hardly talked to anyone

A friend or two

And his family

Sometimes he felt alone

Depressed, oppressed

His mind was trapped

He thought about the high times

Moments with the ones he cherished

He always made them happy

Joyful, his few friends

Adored him, loved him

Like a brother

Every time he breathed out

They breathed in 

He saved his wisdom

For the ones that deserved it

The worthy, the ones that listen

No words were wasted

As he remembered the days

The beauty returns

He reminded himself 

The seconds, the days

He made the best of them

He shared as much as he could

He doesn't regret a thing

His friends always in his heart

His heart, always with his friends

They could never leave him

Because he's always there

In soul, spirit, in ghost

He doesn't wanna live anymore

He is tired of the sickness

The worthlessness of his days

But he remembers...

He isn't here alone, there is always..

One

Change

Bored out my skull

My life is so dull

What else is there to do

Let's make a difference

 I want to be red

In a life that's blue

Sing me a song

Write me a poem

She gives me the words

I give her the glory

Pay attention

Here's the story

When we leave

This will be vain

Don't take it seriously

watch puddles gather rain

They never fill up

They evaporate

Light another stick

blow some smoke

Poke some snot

Love her forever

When the times comes

We'll be together

Repeat, reuse, recycle

Get use to it

Like riding a bicycle

You might think I'm crazy

Insane, wack, out of my mind

This isn't me

I don't like you

I can feel your vibes from here

I can see you, covering your ears

Don't listen 

Close your eyes

Change

In Between Realm

I don't wanna go to bed

But I don't wanna stay awake

I don't wanna go home

But I don't wanna stay at work

I don't wanna drink anything

But I don't wanna stay thirsty

I feel stuck

Right in the middle

I want to be nothing

But I want to do everything

I don't know what to do

But I want to do something

I don't wanna be alive

But I don't wanna die

I don't wanna say anything

But I don't wanna be quiet

I don't wanna be rich

But I don't wanna live under a bridge

My friends, my family

They all support me

I don't want it

But I will always need it

I write what I feel

But I just can't see it

I don't wanna wear shoes

But I don't wanna be barefoot

I don't wanna hear a single word

But I don't wanna be deaf

I don't want to have a job

I don't wanna go to school

The in between realm

Of here and now

Of then and there

Of tomorrow and today

The clock strikes twelve

I just wanna be satisfied

The Face of the Day

Change

Today is a new day

I write my words

To remember who I was

And hopefully

I'll never be the same

Maybe one day

My words will be on your radio

I want to remind myself

Until the sun stops shining

We will be here

Forever

Not a person

Nor a thing

But a memory

That grows each second

As you think of this

A spirit

I'll always be there when you wake

Telling you it's ok

We can always be better

We can always make a difference

Not just in oneself

But in the world

For when you can't see me

Keep in mind

It's just time

Give it to others

Tell them about it

It never stops

Checks, cracks, worm holes

Like a baby crawling 

Eventually he walks

An empire arises 

A king is born

Today

Unity

Something is not right
In fact,it's all wrong!!!
Wrong
Very wrong
Very very!!
See?
Huh?
Huh?


His            Shoes
Her            Love
Just           Peace
When       They
  Have joined
  Together as
        One


   It's a lot of work
 Falling in love, young
No one
Knows
It hurts
Teaches
Me? Who needs you!?
  I'm a free spirit!!!


Regret            Nothing
Never            Forget
Repeat         The past
And army   Of ants
Together....home
Forever isn't real
Simply..til the end
Move       Not fast
Enjoy        Blissfully
Love           Eternally
Take              It all in

Fall

Careful! 

Watch your step

It's that time

Coons, opossums, witches and bats

I'll drink my tea

Begin the ceremony

A full moon

A silent night

If there's a storm

Better for flight!

Parents are gone

It's just me and you

Take a step 

In my direction

Words come out like vomit

Vile, smells like mushrooms

The urge to urinate

You hold it

Creepin through the yard

The kids asleep

It's just us now

Show me

What do you know

How do you know it

Strong

Willful

He holds himself back

He tells himself it's ok

The ritual commences

He rants

Fall

The time of year

Our clocks go back

But watch where you walk

You might miss a step

You might fall

Nervios

Uncertain

Anxious

There won't be too many people

But there's too many

I'm gonna mess up

Look like a fool

It's not that bad

They don't expect it

They're gonna laugh

This beautiful day

Made longer

Be over!!

I'll do fine

I'll do great!

They'll applaud

They'll go to the bathroom

I'm first

I'm gone

Will they like it?

Will they criticize

A stupid song

He messed up five times

He's so bad

He's a noob

I won't mess up

Not once

They'll enjoy it

Remember it

Even whistle the song

He's crazy!!

When's the next show

I want to see him

He's nervous

Under pressure

He plays better

Do it! 

Dread

Long hair

Long time

It's been a while

He hasn't washed it

Uncontaminated

Unharmed

They give you poison

And say it's a cure

They feed it to you

With a spoon

You eat it

Until you blow

I don't trust you

Why should I?

you don't trust me..

Where's the faith

Humanity is no longer a word

We have become aliens

We spend time

In our own planets

Ignoring our surroundings

Because we are comfortable

Inside our own minds

Our own galaxies

Haven't seen you around in a while

Haven't seen you around in a long time

Hey...

I don't hang out with anyone

If I did...

I'd have nothing to say

The time passes

We grow old

Dirty

Our hair knots up

It turns into

Dread

Doesn't remind me

I smoke a pound of weed

Til my mind is gone

Cause it's doesn't remind me

Of my shitty boss

I drink a 24 

Of Budweiser

Cause it doesn't remind me

Of my shitty boss

I shit in a bush

wipe my ass with thorns 

Cause it doesn't remind me

Of my shitty boss

snort a line of cocaine

2 miles long

Cause it doesn't remind me

Of my shitty boss

Time that I spent

Sweating alone

2 years ago

It never comes back

Haven't learned shit

Except how to be a bitch

Locked in a hot warehouse

With a rotting foot

stub my toe on a rock

More then once

Cause it doesn't remind me

Of my shitty boss

Burn all my clothes

Except my socks

Cause it doesn't remind me 

Of my shitty boss

I buy a full grown cow

And feed it to sharks 

Cause it doesn't remind me 

Of my shitty boss

I lick the floor

Then eat a frog

Cause it doesn't remind me 

Of my shit-ty boss....  

(inspired by audio slave) 

Rap

So high I need a parachute

so fly don't need a pair of shoes

I'm off the ground lifted

Fake homies on the ground shittin

Behind a bush

Sittin

Going to the top 

Rock and roll 

Fuck hip hop

It ain't about the money

It ain't about the fame

Spread the word, know my name

Im I'm it for the game

Let the world know

I'm different, I ain't the same

Haters talkin shit

Just because they plain

Nothing to do but complain

Sittin on my throne

Textin on my phone

Hoes wanna go

Take em to the show

Backstage

Get down slow

I ain't about that

Hip pop bullshit

I do it for the love

Poetry for the world

Learn to live

Live to love

Wisdom for the people

Knowledge for my friends

Homies tryna talk down

Finna get smacked up

Leave em like an egg

On the floor cracked up

Matters

"Marshall"

"yes sir?"

"reinforcements"

Tribal

"send them in!"

............................

Hopping

Toads

Dogs

Wet days

Warm nights

roads

Driving

Alone

A long road

Si no lo haces por dios

Es en vano

That's what they say

The truth in numbers

Gathered for one

We're part of this machine

Bolts

Cogs

The oil

Thunders and roars

British invasion

Biting

Bugging

Figure 8

Go insane

Get out of the box

3D visions

thinking about it

Scares me

Stick to the outskirts

Back roads

Heart beating

Too fast

Elevating

You realize

If you can see it..

Matters

Happy

Day

Night

Morning

Light

Last of its time

Today

The day

We lived

The day 

We died

The time goes by

      By...

Remembered

It's today

The day

That we are

We are ticking clocks

Until the battery runs out

It's stops at a time

Beginning

At another

It's goes around

Another thing

Clicking.

My day

Burned in my skin

Soak the sin

Many others as well

So many to count

It's swell!

The day I looked past the horizon

As I learned

So did you

A different time

A different place

Don't you understand?

They think I'm mad!

Crazy

      Deleted...

Cancelled out

Advantages

Disadvantages

Today is not over

Today has begun

Feeding the children

Follow the son

Listen to the sun

It's coming

Maybe it's not yet...

But it's never the same

Hop on the train

I'm leavin' town

Get the message

....*Birthday*......

12 o'clock

Motor running

Combustion

Roaring

Delivery boy

Cyclopes's

Machines

I can still hear it

Don't fear it

Keep it cool

Sound..

It's such a strange...

   Emotion

What time is it?

Half past eleven

Bugs are biting

It was a set up

Tricked

Until seven

"Go to sleep"

Quartar past midtime

12:17

Trash in his hand

He believed

He heaved

His friend owned some bees

Rode a mustang

The road is dusty

He found his true love

Wind

Yellow gal

The time is strange

What day is it?

It keeps going

It Never stops

You are just visiting

12 o'clock 

3D

Goggles

Check

Helmet

Check

Ready

Set

Repeat

Flashes

A storm!

He's alive

He stinks

Recycle

Power outage!

Mosquitos 

Outlet

Reuse

Relive

Continue

Begin

Where you are

Where you've been

The sleepy sands

A storm by force

Sadness

Repetitously blissful

Music

The joyous chain

Tied up in a knot

Low engines

Crazy train

      **buzzing**

It's come to an end

The latest trend

Your new best friend

Nothing to worry

Its just the beginning

3D

Billiards

Cue ball

You 

Pick your target

Take aim

Plan

Shoot

*clat* *clat*

Success

Target hit

It moved

Hit the others

Moved the rest

Change

Positions move

The cue

The target

The surroundings

You

Butterfly wings

Destiny

Fate

Out of our hands

We can only aim

Shoot

Hope

The driving force

Momentum

Gravity

Friction

It's all the same

It's just a game

Shoot for the moon

You'll land on the stars

The people around you

Touched

Moved

Billiards

Giants

Headlights rip the clouds

Profecy 

Biblical madness

Dwelling inside our heads

We look at our brothers

Hundreds of feet tall

Life lines

Attached to poles

Running to the center

Downtown

Let's go baby

Let's go

Run!

Inside we'll lose our minds

Trapped

Let the thoughts go

Open your eyes

Run!!

Stars on every corner

Angels

Our fathers once told us

Now we will see

We are fathers 

Mothers

Divided by diamonds

Lucy

The Beatles might've had an idea!

In the sky

Crystal beams

Glaring

We are living the end

Each day is closer

Counting the days in

My father has accepted me

I've accepted him

Have you? 

As we walk this land

Giants

You could never see it

Nor do I

Enjoy the pleasure

We are blessed

Letter To A Worried Friend

Hey friend, it's been a while, huh? I never meant to alarm you, though I did it so often, but everything is ok, trees are still growing, kids are still smiling, I'm here, you're here!

Bad habits?just ask the queen of England! It's so amusing How so many different cultures always seem to maintain a common set of morals, something that seems so radical to us. 

How's school? 

When do you plan on graduating?

Interesting..

A wolf can never count sheep

I try to stay a while

But I pass my time

Laziness... 

It always take over

I told myself... no breaks

My friend

Dear friend

Have you ever lived a day without knowing the date? Have you ever memorized an entire album? Seeing is believing, Friday nights have turned to smoke nights, I've forgotten what friends are

I've forgotten how to speak

Though I don't care much for new people

What's the use?

Awkward moments, weird laughs, wanting to go home but not meaning to be rude so you stay, boring, bored, it's so strange, but you my friend, I'm glad you're here! 

Reply

Why do I wait

Why do I try

Waiting for you

To say a word

That I don't care for

Why?

Tired

Falling asleep

Waiting

Why do I care?

Why do you?

Waiting for something

Nothing

I'm hoping for something

Hiding in a house

The walls can hear me

They've seen it all

I ask a question

What do you know

What have you seen

Much more then me

Much more then her

Much more then anyone

No one knows

Paper thin walls

The world can see

The walls remember

The horrors

The joy

Forever

The end

I want to kill you

Mother

Father

Brother

Sister

Endless

Infinite

The memories the walls have

Are based on you

Your mind

Your souls

I want it all

Your love

Your hate

You heart

Your soul

Give it up

Listen

Listen 

Listen

Give me a word

A sound

Reply

reflection

i'm not really sure what i want to say. i'm not really sure what i even want.. you could say i'm happy this way, doing things how they should be done, no second thoughts, no doubts, no regrets. a happy man is not a rich one, a happy man is one that does not desire. one that does not need materialistic things to find happiness. the more you have, the more you need, the harder it is to please. i'm not preacher, i'm no saint, I'm no wise man, nor a genius. observation is my specialty. the more power a man has, the more he wants, trample whoever is in their way to get it, they never show their faces, but instead they use puppets, they wear masks, they use distractions and manipulate. this is not a conspiracy, this is truth. power is only held by god, but these "rulers" of our earth, use the power of money (a false god we have created) to control the less fortunate and gullible human being on this planet. it's more then a fad, it's a world order. it's not about having a cool shirt, its about creating hate so others get more attention. with today's technology, we have created our own doom and destruction… einstein was right…

Mind

It replays

Everything repeated

Say it 10 more times

I still don't understand it

The truth in reality

Who

Keep it even

Not too much

Just enough

The perfection

Of balance

In touch 

Humble

Noble

Vain

Actor

A mask

Behind a mask

Orange

Open

Stay

Reflect

Realize

Gather round

Waiting

Learning

She noticed the cars passing

He drove by, laughing

His favorite song

Blasting

Another day 

EXERCISE!

Pink sky

Beautiful air 

   fresh 

Look at the mirror

What do you see

A habit is a habit

But if it kills you

Then it's just suicide

Quit while you can

Dont listen to the man! 

Come on, let's jam

Whacked out

Mad scientist

Mwuahaha!

"HE'S ALIVVEE!"

Don't you cry

It's only the beginning

Listen to your heart

While its still beating

The motor 

Keep it clean

Don't wear it out

Keep it green

Realizations

Hypothesis

A theory

The time of day

Ah, well 

It's orange

Innocent victim

Invisible clouds

A purple sunset

His eyes are fixed

Every minute

A plane passes by

Intoxicating

Never enough time

Too much distraction

Don't have a father

Don't have a mother

Take your time

Sweet, brother

Angry

Not at you

Or the man

Myself

Not having a plan

Using my hands

Out on the field

I wanna sleep early

But my mind can't do it

My body ignores

Late for work

I'm stupid I guess

Devices

Inventions

Self intoxication

Poison

Carbon monoxide

Accepting death

A dummies guide

How to kill yourself

My own life is hell

No reason to rebel

Everyday is routine

Innocent victim...

Illusions

Confusions

Insane delusions 

Lack of sleep

Transfusions

Home intrusion

Breaking in

Money

A false accusation

Lies

Lifestyle

The poor are rich

The rich are poor

A boost

self esteem

For the greedy

The needy

Don't need it

They have more

Broke

Like a bone

66 cents

A dollar a few

Not worth the stress

Smoke a cigarette

habits are murderous

While you sleep

Music in your head

Don't let it stop

Laying in bed

Thinking of god

On...on...

Off...

Turn it up

I can't afford it

Play it softly

Play that shit

Infinite rainbow

Round

A sad thought

Comfortable storm

Don't let them!

Illusions...

Miss You

The laughs
The shouts
The jumping
Talking
The warmth
Losing track of time

That one time
That long drive
That joke that made me cry
The truth
The butterflies almost flying out of my ears
Just thinking about it

How i wish
I could go back
How i wish
I could go forward
Get lost in space
Just to feel at home again

Waiting for so long
Just to feel it for a moment
The days never last
The hours aren't long enough
Not saying a word
but the comfort is enough

Forget responsibilities
Just for a day
The good times
Are worth a lifetime
But its the good times
That make my days feel so long...

Battle

Between gods 

They strike

Minutes

To ages

No loss

No gain

Bliss

Competition

Enjoyment

Games

Distractions

Beauty

A deep thought

A man is born

A fallen angel

Thunderstorm

A train of thought

Don't let it go

Argument

Strength

Bravery

Mystically

The cards are played

Fate

Counting

Seconds

Hours

Days weeks 

Light years

The void

End up where they started

And again

And again

You can't go far

Your soul is lost

Your heart is hard

Anything

Anyone

Lost it

A man standing on the roof

Looking down

At me

But you can't see

Only I

Not even the dogs

She cries

Its fun

Exploring the mind

Letting go

No limits

Except one

Darkness

SHUT UP!

Don't tell

They know

Insanity

Plead guilty

I did it

In my head

I killed it

Me

He talks to himself

God

Dog

Car

Arc

Collect

Well..

It could be

Stale popcorn

You make me think

It could be me

It could be..

Empty

"Father..."

Praying

Kneeling

Talking to someone

Someone

That's not you

Sympathetic

He knows what's right

It couldn't be

Inside us all

Understanding

Belief

A grand wealth

Writing soothes the pain

No gain

No hope

Anything

Anyone

Alone

You'll always feel

Something

Another

It could be you

It could be me

Schizo

Frenic

Writing

Thoughts

That don't make sense

They mean everything

Midnight

In between

Today

Tomorrow

She can't tell

And she won't

She hides 

Confined

To a life

She can't fly

Happiness only comes

Sitting beside him

But they are the same

Blending

Without words

Mutual feelings

Their eyes align

Infinite

There's nothing more

Basic

Thinking is easy

But she knows

And he knows

They both do

Get out

She's hopeful

A day will come

She's hopeful

It will be soon

She knows there's something

Beyond the noon

Midnight

A silver spoon

Rebelling

She wants it no more

She looks at the sky

She closes her eyes

Dreaming

Reading

Leaving her body

When will it come?

The day she is waiting for..

To be...

Another

Sitting in flip flops

He's a feast for Mosquitos

Our fathers did it

So should we

Our children shall do it

And so it shall be

Beyond the void

There is a light

Go beyond it

We shall never see

Blinded by eternity

As humans

He'a stuck in his body

Tied to our meat

Carnal

prisoners

 boundaries

He wishes to be free

Always something

We have our needs

He keeps thinking

Smoking

Editing

Go

He's not done

He shakes

Dimensions

Inventions

Flying

Good intentions

Shaking

Moving the world

They appear

Praising his wisdom

But he knows

He knows there's more

Do it

For yourself

For him

The children

This life

There's something more

Blocked

By an invisible force

Stopping us

From going indoor

He can't accept us

We must be free

He lights another

His bad habit

His worst enemy

He lights another

He's not free

And another

Rats

Calm

Smooth

He takes you in

Without knowing your business

He offers remedies

For the hole in your soul

Greasy hair

It falls in chunks

He puts his hat back on

To hide the fear

To hide the secret

Hatred

Whatever you are

He doesn't care

Sit down and watch

Have a smoke

Breathe the air

The same air that makes him choke

Lies

Truth

It's blended together

Shredded

It's just a stare

Looking at a square

Tactical pleasure

They have the treasure

You can't reach it

They put it at your fingertips

They know you can't see it

His mind mind is occupied

Thinking of something else

He's happy to have company

The cats are wandering

They sit at your feet

Asking

Asking

Claws

From below

You can't see

From above

You can't be

He's in between

Strapped

His shoes on the ground

Something stinks

But he lives

There's not much we can do

Rats

Trails

He saw a moon

With a silver blue glow

The crickets were louder then before

He couldn't get over the color

The shine

He couldn't stop staring

Look up!

He sat

He wondered

A child once again

Where did the time go

It's here right now

Lines

Racing by

Lights

The beginning

Staring inside of his pupil

A never ending void

Can you see the soul

Of the beholder

Look closely

Can you feel the grief

Growing 

Like Mold

Comfort in solitude

Friends can't be enemies

But enemies can be friends

So who's to say

Your friends aren't enemies

 Your enemies, true friends

Over and over

Say it again

Repeat

Waving his hand

To see the trails

They never end

A phase

An act

A mask

Behind a mask

Thinking beyond

It becomes a task

Hide

Bushes

A tree in flames

A life in grey

Open your eye

Don't be ashamed

Listen

Don't speak

A wiseman

Knows he's weak

A wiseman

Has no peak 

Door

He stands in silence

Drops of water

He fixes a dirty rag

A perfect square

The sound of nothing

Amplified

White noise

He tries to go back

But his head is a mess again

His thoughts scrambled

Swiveling his body

Back and forth

Behind a Cigarette

pondering

where it all started

Where did it stop 

To him it already happened

He just doesn't know how

He wanders into another dimension

He got lost

Turn left on tulip

When you see the railroad

You know you passed it

Turning around

He sees a rabbit

A wolf eats it

He finds a home

Abandoned

This beautiful place

He's stranded

He sees a light

His legs are wobbly

Sweating

He cries of joy

Laughing

He can't believe it!

A spark

A fire

Lighting the forest

He runs

Away

Lost

He opens a door

There's nothing there

He steps in

His flashlight rips the darkness

No spiderwebs 

No rats

Open

No

You can do it

You can play it

You can sing it

You can twist it

You can think it

But if you can't incorporate it

It's useless

The key is to mix

To be able to conjoin it

With others like you

With the same idea

The gift lies within

But if you can't share it

Then it's useless

Open your arms

Let them come

Make it one

Don't be greedy

Give it to all that can see

All that can hear

All that can feel

The power is not in one

But in a few, gathered for one

Told

I Dont know

But I've been told

We're not the only planet

The universe 

Is shaped exactly like the earth

Go straight along

Dizzy

Lost 

Angry

Fuck!!!

I hate you

Florida

The song continues

The itching never stops

I don't want it

Take me away

Somewhere better

Some other place

I pray each day

Asking

Why did you put me here

What am I supposed to do

Alone

This life is a lie

You know

They know

He knows

She knows

We know

Who knows?

Get away

Leave me be

Stay in touch

From far away

This is crazy

What did you see?

Tired

Pissed

Frustrated

You make me sick

My own ego

I don't wanna see you

Burn

Burn burn burn burn

Your cold

Cover me again

Light the flame

I don't wanna play this game

Dream

I held her hand

Just to pretend

I guess she used me

Just to put an end

But, just then

It happened

We pretended so long

It almost felt real

She wanted it to be realistic

A kiss

Lean in

Don't miss

Who would wanna be 

such a control freak?

Bukowski

It never happened

I open my eyes

It's just a dream

What does it mean?

Am I ready?

Am I lonely?

Who can answer these questions?

Family?

Destiny?

I feel blissfully...

Who can stop it? 

Bukowski

Spitting venom 

At most everyone I know

Fuck off

Work to live

Work to survive

There is no time

To feel alive

Only to earn money

And spend it in fives

Sin-religion

Make the best
Out of the rest
Dont let them stop you
Eternal sunshine
Somethings in the way
Truly yours...

Make the best
Out of your confort zone
Under the gun
Sin-religion
Enter the realm...

Early

Im not sure
I sit here with my only friends
Some furry fellows
They dont speak much
But they love me
And I love them

I drown my sorrows
To forget my responsibilities
Just today I woke from a nap
And thought...
The man above is amazing
He allows us to wake again

Through all the bad things
That we dont thank him for
The beauty that hes given us
That we dont appreciate
Each day we don't want to live
But we're scared of whats after

He tells us things
That we don't wanna know
Instead we listen to lies
The things that shouldnt grow
Im jangling in the dark
Damn it I never wanna stop! !

No one like me
No one like you
Fucking mosquito
I dont wanna live this life
Life with no purpose
Life lived for others

No joy
No compassion
I write it as it comes
Whether it makes sense
Or not
You probably wont fucking read it

Why

The reason I do it
Its not you
Its not her
Its not them
Its not him
Its just me

For fun
For memories
For relief
For fun
For anger
For sadness

Tears fall
They never reach the ground
I watch the rain
Lightning
The tone of thunder
The way it shakes my home

What a feeling I get
As I write these words
Each letter frees my soul
Each sentence helps me grow
I look up at the sky
I watch the great rock glow

A star lights everything up
You take it for granted
But without it
Well...
Whats the use
You wont understand it

I do it cause I can
I do it to pass the time
So as I'm drinking my beer
I wont feel so alone
Sadly..
My mind has become... home

Loner

I could sit here for hours
naming the people I dont care about
I take another swig
light another cancer stick
I could sit here for hours
Doing nothing

If you give me a chance
Ill be the coolest person you know
If you think I need to approach you
Guess you missed out...
I dont break the ice.
I swim in cold water.

I respect those who deserve it
And if I dont know you
Its easy to earn it
I give all my trust
To those in need
Dont trust me? I'll watch you bleed

My head goes in circles
Back and forth through my mind
Like the White Stripes song..
I go back to the memories
That I find the most fond
The days are long..

I remember it like yesterday
Tomorrow too
That moment of joy
As I sang those songs
I cry every morning
As I sing along

That moment of joy
For only a minute
I'd give anything to live it again
I tell myself "I made the best of it"
But thats not enough
I'll try harder next time

Out of line

It makes me happy to know the man I've become... my father accepts it. My mother as well. I do what they dont like. Without them knowing.  They might get a clue but theyve never caught me. I live a lie that they'll never learn, but they've learned to accept it. I am my own man, with my own habits. Skip out of church, baptism hungover.  The smell of cigarettes stinks in the car. Dont get used to it, its only for now. The week to come seems unreal.. a dream.  Could it be? Life is beautiful, not because its perfect,  but because its imperfect, you dont know what to expect, but you know that if it's supposed to, it will. Trust in yourself, trust in the big man up in the heavens. Hes guiding, telling you what to do, without you ever knowing.  I guess you get what you give. The religion of circumstances, where you are, at what time. Whatever you're thinking,  he already knew. Your obituary has already been written, your kin are reading it, as we speak, as we think, what they will never know you thought. You cant hide it.you are the owner of your silence, and a slave to your own words

Do it

I will
I have the the power
To do what I want
What I decide
What I choose
My life!!!!

Morrison
Hendrix
Page
Prodan
Divided
We stand out together

Who are you
My friend
Until I know you
I love you
My brother
My friend
The best one I know

Lost
I finish
The last one
I burned it away
Now I cant say
Im drunk

I passed it
The time to
Sleep
Go away
Confused
Dazed

Where am a l?

I have to drive home
He told me
Is it safe?
Im lost
I cant find the way
Home

Help
I need a friend
I cant find the way
The right one
All the way back
Home

It Is what it is
Do what you want
After all
We ARE family
I wont snitch on you
You won't snitch on me

Damn it, I love you
I hope it's mutual
Sleeping on your mothers bed
She's still alive
She's just not home
To see me die
See me cry

Goodbye
Old friend
Old buddy, old pal
I thought I loved you
I thought
This was my only way out

Shattered

Fallen
Apart
Broken
Disorganized
Destroyed
Lost

It's been two years
Since it happened
Everybody changes
Discovers new things
New songs
New pains

I feel the same
I feel so plain
Forgot my name
Remembered the shame
I've been playing YOUR game
This whole time

Like a penny, dropped
Head up
No one believes in luck
No one gives a fuck
Old, dirty, forgotten
I fight the forces of nature

At one point everything was fine
Like a song
Everything comes to an end
I'm not saying it's wrong
Prepare to lose
the journey is long

Shaking his hand
Holding my breath
A plan is set
To take what is mine
Tell all the people!
Eternity is forever
Return home
Everything will be fine
Don't ever look behind

My girl

Fix her up

Fix her good

Take care of her

She'll take care of you

Long distances

Flying high

Ride with her

She'll get you by

Saturday night

Not a soul around

She holds you up

Feet off the ground

Moving too fast

She slows you down

Sad, lonely

Me and my girl

she plays my music

She'll be my world

The wind blows

We stand strong

Wind in my ears

Deep voice

Fix her up

Fix her good

Be Quiet

shut your mouth
eat your words
chew carefully
slowly
enjoy your agony
discomfort..
tastes like shit

Do what they say
Don't say what they do
at the bottom of the chain
a simple man
with simple ideas
nothing to live for
the good times will kill ya

sick of the pleasure
it's a trap
you can't get away
you're too scared
comfortably numb
you sit and relax
take it all in

blast the music
my favorite band
the problems fade
the rhythm erases fears
secrets
lies become the truth
it's all possible

trapped in hell
red moons
planets shine
chaos runs
takes control
I still love you
don't forget

Wake up!

I've lost my balance

I fell

Slipped

Ate shit

Laughing

Crying

Falling

Flying

Hurts, huh?

I'm awake! 

The fall shook something

A man within a man

His soul revives

See

Lets clear the air

I don't give a fuck...

I don't care about you

Not about your sister

Or your mother

Not even your grandmother

Hell...

I could give two flying fucks about my own health

I don't care about cars

Don't care about clothes

Don't care for religion

Don't care for race

Don't care for colors

I don't care about your brand new shoes

Damn hippies

Took all the credit

I don't care about your cliques

Or modern day cliche

The newest technology sucks

I don't care what your name is

The color of your hair..

DON'T CARE

Whats your favorite alcohol?

The first one I see

Grab life as it comes

No favorites

I don't care who you are

You're the same

A secret behind us all

An insecurity you don't wanna share

Wanna talk? lets talk

I'm an asshole? 

Fuck off...

Stickies

You make me sick
Annoying
Obsessed
Over dramatic
You never get enough attention
Why do I talk to you??

Fighting over nothing
Arguing over a penny
You punch
You kick
You shout
Damn it I hate you

Goodbye forever
Delete your phone number
You text me
No reply
You come over
I ignore you

Depressed
Upset
Blue....
I talk to you...
God damn stickies
Stuck to my shoe

Stuck to my mother
Stuck to my father
Stuck to my sister
Stuck to my brother
Stuck to my friends
You even stick to my dogs

I try to dodge the stickies
Almost impossible
You find a way
You find a spot
I pull you off
Piece by piece

Ive gotten used to you
In a way, its kinda fun
Sharing our love
Our passion
I cant get away from you
Damn It I hate you...

Found!

Its true
Blue
Faded jeans
Criss cross
Apple sauce
Lost his mind
He's looking everywhere
Everywhere he turns
Nothing
What's this?

Old
Used
Smelly
Torn apart
Can we fix it?
A forgotten adventure
Followed by destiny
Tones of home
The boy sings

Challenge accepted
On his way
Until tomorrow
And the next day

Death

Hang him
Shoot him
Crush him
Burn him
Dismantle him
Poison him

Standing on a tree
Rope around his neck
Jump

Frontline soldier
Unarmed in the middle of fire
Shoot

Wait!
Count to three
You wont feel it

There should be more
Where is it
He can't find it

The blues is killing him
The world is taking advantage
What a life

Sad
Lonely
He keeps going

He smokes another pack
He feels his soul dying
One more chance!

Easily bored
He cant concentrate
Take him

Hes all yours
Up for the taking
Willing

Numb

Dizzy
Zooooooomed
Tired
Light the cigarette

I dont feel it
Not at all
Simple
Strong
Brown bottle

Hiccup
Hiccup
My dog next to me
She wrote me
A death letter
Tomorrow I must wake

Home for the evening
Until the fay breaks
A new day will dawn
Hair in your face
A jungle
Will you survive
I don't care

Vomit
Vomit
No you wont
You think you're king
In a forbidden land
Your face her loves you

Sick bastard! !

Im a spy. ..... girl

god damned it

Anger at it's finest

Stab the knife

Steal the life

Hit the switch

Octopus hands 

Letters from the dead

Eternity is red

Fight the man

Under the bridge

Can you dig it?

King Charles once did it

Yellow is my favorite color

October, November, December

Unlimited power forever

Never thought i'd say it

Even if i didn't

Well, you would probably know

My life is a cycle

Ending in darkness

X out my eyes

I don't need you

Can you just leave?

On and on and on and on

share

I cant find a way to express this

Love is an understatement

Over the hills and far away

Very very far away

Every part of me burns for it

My one and only

Understand it's my everything

Somewhere the grass is greener

Inside my soul

Come join me on my journey

vicious

Bored
Go to work
Drive
Clean the fish tank
Say hello
Say goodbye
The cycle repeats

Sit on the toilet
Eat food
Sleep late
Stay up early
Say hello
Say goodbye
The cycle repeats

Drink a beer
Smoke a cigarette
Take off my shoes
Wear my PJs
Say hello
say goodbye
The cycle repeats

The doors
Sumo
La balsa
sing a song
Say hello
Say goodbye
The cycle completes

Look at the stars
Wish on the moon
Stare at the sun
Dream on a cloud
Say hello
say goodbye
The cycle completes

Close your eyes
Open your mind
Relax your brain
Rest your soul
Say hello
Say goodbye
The cycle completes

El baño de la perla del once

Slowly softly
She whispers in my ear
You can have it all,
Simply let go of your fear
Open your arms
Embrace my love
Hold me tight
Wear me like a glove
By my side
a bare floor and a rug
Love me for eternity
A rainforest and a bug

No circumstances
No promises
Jealousy is forgotten
Thats what the problem is
a poem will win your heart
a song will win your eyes
We'll live on forever
With songs of freedom
And instruments of leather
The world loves you, baby
Why stay with me?

Your love is pure
Your mind is innocent
Your heart is strong
You'll be here for long
Your soul is perfect
Your eyes have destination
An idea, not desperation
You dont love me for money
You love me for me
Your blood is clean
Sweet like honey

Disorganized
Lost
Confused
Dazed
No one wants to play
Here I am
Lets ride the highway
Run away
Fly to the mountains
In the caves we'll stay
Live on faith
Together we'll pray

This.... seems... strange...

The raft

I'm so alone and sad
Here in this abandoned world
I have the idea of going
To any place I want
Im missing something to go
For walking I cannot
I'll construct a raft
And ill go out to sink
I must Obtain plenty of wood
I must obtain from wherever I can
And when my raft is ready
I will part towards insanity
With my raft
Ill go out to sink
I must obtain plenty of wood
I must obtain from wherever I can
And when my raft is ready
Ill part towards insanity
With my raft
Ill go out to sink
With my raft
To sink
To sink

I'm Happy When I Remember it, I'm Sad When I Think Of It

Yellow train
Mellow brain
Blow smoke
To kill the pain
Forget my name

Tell me a story
One with blood
Flashing lights
And sleeping dogs
Not to short
And long enough

Where did I go wrong?
Back and forth
Ping pong
Behind a cigarette
I repeat the song
Rain rain go away

Come back another day
A bright one
When its hot
Rubber begins to melt
Stuck to the ground
Blisters on the heels

Please the servants
Ravage the village
Scramble the pieces
Until we look back
Finish the thesis

      One step to freedom
            Two steps to pleasure
                  Three is a measure
                        For her its forever

It's Been One of Those Days

Perfectly Disastrous
Tremendously small
Spectacularly plain
Im sorry to say
If you are good to her
To you comes the same

Kill the bird
      Let it die
            Tell the king
                  A crystal lie

For you I sing
For you I cry
For you I jump
For you I fly

Follow the steps
      One by one
            She gets closer
                  Cry nunn cry

Say it if you know it
Hold it if you grow it
Sing it if you wrote it
Teach it if you show it

Circles
      Love in its form
            The truth lies in all
                  The false hide it all

Stupendously incorrect
Obviously unknown
The void in his head
Needs an escape
The dark room at night
Drives him insane

Strange night

Laying awake
The boy couldnt sleep
His dreams kept him up
The Places he'd go
The People he'd meet

A smooth shimmering river
Beneath the northern sun
The soothing breeze
Under the shady tree
He rested his soul
He rested his feet

He began to slip away
He saw faces from before
Familiar ones
Friendly, lovely faces
He didnt care for races
Ages, colors, or braces

So many sights
hiding places
And bright lights
Minutes to hours
Hours to months
Nobody is after him

He looks to the west
He looks to the east
A vast landscape
That our forefathers
             explored

He had no words
Everything they told him
Everything.. was a lie
Dazed, angry and confused
He grew exahausted
His dreams turned to     
               Statues
His mind forgot of the lights
The warmth, the sights
The sound of cool water

The lonely boy
Lay asleep
He prayed to god
His soul to keep

Beam

Strength
Not in numbers
But inside oneself

Picture perfect
Perfect picture
It doesn't matter what she says

Raw power at my fingertips
Quick.. like lightning
They call me a freak...

It really doesnt bother
Do it for the passion
Not for the fashion

You dont have to look
Listen or learn
Im going to keep on...

The beam will find you
Put a dot on you
Fate chose you

Parked

What are you aftaid of?
Sometimes you just need to
          accept

Do What your mind tells you
            Not to

Loving poems
Hateful words
Sing for her

Strange..
I don't recall it
A letter to whoom
Some kind of haikulingoyo

The laser dot
Stolen bike!
Follow it
He knows where you are
We have certain tracks to
         Follow

So if you certainly can
Return the stolen goods
We can sleep in peace.

Lonely musician

This young girl
given her life to music
Everyday alone with her only friend
She does not speak
She does not dance
she sings outloud
Behind comfortable walls
That she calls home

He sits all alone
With the only one he knows
making weeping sounds of joy
The blues gets him down
his soul gives him strength
Nobody can hear them
But together they go the length

Two lost souls
Looking for a home
To be forever intertwined
Together to rule the world
The power of love
Love of music
They can't choose it
Its already been decided
Fate is written in stone
It uses the open minded

Change

The world
The country
Your city
Your home

Cut your hair
Wash your clothes
Your bed sheets
Cut the nails on your toes

Your mind
Your soul
Your life
Humankind

Give a smile
A hug
A kiss
A shrug

Let them know
Your not the same
Not today
And not tomorrow

Hi how are you

sometimes i feel like saying something witty
but my mind can't find the right words

So again I'm trapped in the corner
Back against the wall
I cant move at all
Im stuck here
And he wont let me fall
Keep your head up
Stand tall

I am the chosen one
The one to make it
A new sound is playing in my head
I see me and my band
Filling arenas, and festivals
Seats are sold out
For what? 
A plain sound
That no one has thought of
Something new
Youll see me soon!

They might say im crazy
Or I am begging for attention
Those are just rumors
For people to give me more
Ill give you everything I have
Its all part of the plan
We die with nothing
Ill give it all now
To have everything tomorrow

Garden

A cold glass of milk
To warm the soul
Warm smoke
Fills the empty skull
A restless mind
Finds trouble sleeping
My eyes close
But my heart is weeping
Endless dreams
Continue at night
Reality kicks in
Soon after daylight
I cant find home
Though I found a place
That I never wanna leave alone
Hot ashes gathering
In a spot where hes wandering
Exploring the depths of his mind
Its kind of dark and shadowy
The seed is planted
It will soon begin yo grow
A loud thunder
Tells him its time to go

Rick

Constricted inside of a false world
A false floor
Walls
Reality is moist
Dank
The future seems far
Too long
In reality it's too fast
Lifes short
Live it while you can
Enjoy every second of it
Even when its bad
The good times never last
The bad times make you laugh
How could we have been there
How could we have done that
A new sun will shine
A new day is mine
A new world for us all
We'll forget about time
Counting to our deaths
How could this be life?
He is watching us all
Sitting silent like a mime

Fixed

scraped bruised and rusty

you continue to function with full potency

it's usually not as deep as it seems

so I got to work and took you apart

I sand you down until you're bare

I get some paint and I cover your scratches

I bought some new clothes for you

once all the pieces are fixed 

I put you back together 

you seem to like the color black

you look nice along with your 10 other 

sisters and brothers

now that you all match 

we'll send you back out

crowds will cheer and applaud

artists will thank you

and producers will fall in love

you're worth a million bucks, baby!

Start over

The time is right
It starts tonight
Let the ceremony begin
Our minds enlight
The truth is revealed
The pain cant be concealed

Each day is a new beginning
Make of it what you please
The choice is yours
Not mine or your granny's
Close your eyes
Count to three
Let the shaman take you
He'll lead you through your path

Dont be scared
I'm certainly not
Keep a peace of mind
And focus your eyes
Soon comes the prize
Your destiny
Your demise
It will show who you are
And who you will die

Commence the enlightenment
Dont be frightened
For it has chosen you
And for a good reason at that
Take the full dose
And dont step back
Or the void will swallow you whole

What?

He's a strange one
Yes he is
Hes a strange one
He is, yes!

Where is he going?
Where will he be?
Hes looking for a home
A place to be free

His eyes close
He cannot see
One eye opened
Two plus one is three

Please!
Tell me what's wrong!
Sing me your song
And ill go along

With ease
Prisoners escape
The undead are dying
They see
We must all
Walk alongside the path
A trail to the end

They call him strange
Never by his name
They see his nature
But not his face

kaya

kaya, oh kaya
baldhead man come to town
sings of love
lifts your frown
songs of joy
relaxation and peace

she gives me fever
when i'm with her
she gives me fever
when i'm far
fever through the day
fever through the night


when i think of her
i think of going for a ride
i get in my car
and i hide
her love is in my mind
the songs repeat in my head
how can i forget her
she'll never be dead


she gives me fever
when i'm with her
she gives me fever
when i'm far
fever through the day
fever through the night

i need a little more
give me some more
i work in the city
city of love
dig a hole for the treasure
you'll find the gold
she walks with me in the day
and crawls with me in the night

she gives me fever
when i'm with her
she gives me fever
when i'm far
fever through the day
fever through the night