Early

Im not sure
I sit here with my only friends
Some furry fellows
They dont speak much
But they love me
And I love them

I drown my sorrows
To forget my responsibilities
Just today I woke from a nap
And thought...
The man above is amazing
He allows us to wake again

Through all the bad things
That we dont thank him for
The beauty that hes given us
That we dont appreciate
Each day we don't want to live
But we're scared of whats after

He tells us things
That we don't wanna know
Instead we listen to lies
The things that shouldnt grow
Im jangling in the dark
Damn it I never wanna stop! !

No one like me
No one like you
Fucking mosquito
I dont wanna live this life
Life with no purpose
Life lived for others

No joy
No compassion
I write it as it comes
Whether it makes sense
Or not
You probably wont fucking read it