Loner

I could sit here for hours
naming the people I dont care about
I take another swig
light another cancer stick
I could sit here for hours
Doing nothing

If you give me a chance
Ill be the coolest person you know
If you think I need to approach you
Guess you missed out...
I dont break the ice.
I swim in cold water.

I respect those who deserve it
And if I dont know you
Its easy to earn it
I give all my trust
To those in need
Dont trust me? I'll watch you bleed

My head goes in circles
Back and forth through my mind
Like the White Stripes song..
I go back to the memories
That I find the most fond
The days are long..

I remember it like yesterday
Tomorrow too
That moment of joy
As I sang those songs
I cry every morning
As I sing along

That moment of joy
For only a minute
I'd give anything to live it again
I tell myself "I made the best of it"
But thats not enough
I'll try harder next time