In Between Realm

I don't wanna go to bed

But I don't wanna stay awake

I don't wanna go home

But I don't wanna stay at work

I don't wanna drink anything

But I don't wanna stay thirsty

I feel stuck

Right in the middle

I want to be nothing

But I want to do everything

I don't know what to do

But I want to do something

I don't wanna be alive

But I don't wanna die

I don't wanna say anything

But I don't wanna be quiet

I don't wanna be rich

But I don't wanna live under a bridge

My friends, my family

They all support me

I don't want it

But I will always need it

I write what I feel

But I just can't see it

I don't wanna wear shoes

But I don't wanna be barefoot

I don't wanna hear a single word

But I don't wanna be deaf

I don't want to have a job

I don't wanna go to school

The in between realm

Of here and now

Of then and there

Of tomorrow and today

The clock strikes twelve

I just wanna be satisfied